thoughts, musings, rants and other stuff
On the good days, I feel... buoyant and resilient confident and ready to take on the world joyful and happy like I can get through this relieved and free On the bad days, I feel... heartbroken like I lost my best friend confused and wondering about all the why's like crying a lot stuck On the good days, I am... productive calm On the bad days, I am... moody and messy anxious and sad On the good days I... dance and laugh On the bad days I... brood and remember To more good days! ...
Stumbled across this on Pinterest: The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained. Boom. That is all. ...
Have you ever needed an apology? Deeply needed it. Even the simplest "I'm sorry I hurt you" apology can heal wounds. No explanations needed. I know how you hurt me and I don't need to know the reasons. I don't need your excuses. But the words...they do mean so much. They can be the ointment on a deep wound. Doesn't heal it or make it go away, but sometimes it can be a comfort and possibly aid ...
Today this song is giving me life. Fighting my way through and finding my way to keep going. Fighter Christina Aguilera Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up 'Cause I've had enough You were there by my side, always down for the ride But your joy ride just came down in flames cause your greed sold me out in ...
I'm sad. Again. I don't really like to use the word depressed. It's so depressing. But it's true. Sometimes I have to remind myself this is a disorder. Sure there are things I can do to fight it. But ...
Wow, 2017 has been rough! However, there were some big blessings sprinkled in that year of rough patches and deep valleys. I welcomed a sweet new grandbaby and watching my sweet little Jbaby become a ...
...must come to an end. Bad things too. Things that no longer serve you or their purpose, time to purge those as well. I'm going through a "does this serve me or bring me joy" phase of purging. Yes, I ...
It's July already. I can't believe it. I feel like someone pressed the fast-forward button on life. I want to enjoy summer, but really I'm already looking for to the end of it. Exciting things are ...