Just Thauna

thoughts, musings, rants and other stuff

Do you know…

Do you know why I loved him? Because he loved me and made me feel special and oh so loved. Do you know how he made me smile? With the same corny jokes over and over. Just by texting 'hey.' Surprise visits. With a kiss. With the right thing to say, everytime. Do you know how he looked at me? Like I was the most beautiful/funny/sexy/witty woman in the world. Like he loved me with his whole soul. Do you know how he made me feel? Safe. Like everything was possible. Like I was the most loved and luckiest woman in the world. Do you know what I feared? That it would all change. Do ...

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Good and Bad

On the good days, I feel... buoyant and resilient confident and ready to take on the world joyful and happy like I can get through this relieved and free On the bad days, I feel... heartbroken like I lost my best friend confused and wondering about all the why's like crying a lot stuck On the good days, I am... productive calm On the bad days, I am... moody and messy anxious and sad On the good days I... dance and laugh On the bad days I... brood and remember To more good days! ...

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Goodbyes

Stumbled across this on Pinterest: The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained. Boom. That is all. ...

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Apologies You Never Get

Have you ever needed an apology? Deeply needed it. Even the simplest "I'm sorry I hurt you" apology can heal wounds. No explanations needed. I know how you hurt me and I don't need to know the reasons. I don't need your excuses. But the words...they do mean so much. They can be the ointment on a deep wound. Doesn't heal it or make it go away, but sometimes it can be a comfort and possibly aid ...

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I’m a Fighter

Today this song is giving me life. Fighting my way through and finding my way to keep going. Fighter Christina Aguilera Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true Guess I, ...

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And so it goes…

I'm sad. Again. I don't really like to use the word depressed. It's so depressing. But it's true. Sometimes I have to remind myself this is a disorder. Sure there are things I can do to fight it. But ...

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Welcome 2018!

Wow, 2017 has been rough! However, there were some big blessings sprinkled in that year of rough patches and deep valleys. I welcomed a sweet new grandbaby and watching my sweet little Jbaby become a ...

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All good things…

...must come to an end. Bad things too. Things that no longer serve you or their purpose, time to purge those as well. I'm going through a "does this serve me or bring me joy" phase of purging. Yes, I ...

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